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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Erm.. I wonder wats wrong with my blog.. I can't seem to change the date, time and all.. But never mind still gonna update it.. Today, went to school with dearie.. Ooohh.. I almost forgot a funny and irritating event which makes me nearly have not enough time to have my breakfast set.. BUt luckily i did.. Here it goes..

A knight security guard was apprehended by a bus driver of 31.. At about 7:15.. He was warned a thrice by the bus driver to stop spittin as mention by the bus driver.. BUt was caught again juz now.. THe driver made a police call.. ANd i with the kecohness go down with all the passengers including dearie.. Then there's this apek who i think his past ambition was hoping to be a policeman.. AHakz.. But cute arh the apek.. And so the culprit was apprehended..

Haha.. Like a newspaper cutting eh.. Haha.. Hmm.. Juz now during mlt.. Whilst beloved Mdm Phua was going to the slide which is in the e-tutor.. I kinnda wrote this sort of poem but it may seems not to you peeps.. BUt heck care gonna write it here.. Hmm.. Dearie wanted to see but at the mlt not enough time.. THen in the bus she was mentioning it and i cut short.. And she forgets bout it.. AHakz.. Here it goes..
You'll won't understand this poem so don't waste ur time reading it.. Do some useful stuffs... aite.. Its not a poem but a song.. A song from a heart kept in a void..
My Life
SOme people thinks life's easy,
Others have all the things,
But let me tell you a story,
Of my life you seldom hear,
Not of those you see,
But of those you can't see,
My life is unlike yours,
Or maybe it is,
But what i gone thru,
only fews would talk,
they think its scars,
but i think not,
18 years since i grasp the world,
thought i had enough,
but life's if hmm,
unknowingable,
challenges are always cool,
but not to me,
for at young age,
neither present nor gifts,
neither smile nor hug,
were my everydays,
But canes, pipes,belts,
were my bestfriends,
in sense of always there,
never fade for even a day,
or a week,
Thought those were d worst,
Boy, was i wrong,
----------
Lets get to d point,
i'm here to tell you smth,
and make sure it sank in,
cause rarely i did dis,
till now it seems,
one's thought at d moment,
isn't one's thought,
i felt miserable,
curse,swear&stupid thoughts,
always follow,
------------
But now i cherished,
Those moment were not wat it seems,
Its a cover for me to learn,
where only the wise could see,
where only mind could think,
dark turns to light,
night turns to day,
For me dawn have arrived,
when dad took me in,
----------------
But a moment glory makes me freeze,
forgetful of the pain,
Hardship i gone thru,
seems like yesterday,
a past which i forgotten,
not a partner which i should seek,
------------------
When dad remarried,
thought things would be ok,
got a new step-mum,sista&brothers,
Thougt it would be ok,
But i thought wrong,
It may seems ok,
I may seems ok,
But open this heart,
where it couldn't speak,
shun by the love for its father,
i keep it here...
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Thinking back right now,
i realise one fact,
a fact where none can changed,
my mum was a teacher,
she thought me about life,
a teacher in physical,
physical lessons it seems,
where mind over body,
where the body is reliant,
becoming as one,
learning under hardship,
---------------
For this i thank my mum,
a teacher in disguise it seems,
for teaching me,
my needs in life,
moulding,
my character & deep-thinking,
it seems..
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A stranger to you'll,
but an angel to me,
she brings me up too,
and thought me meaning,
meaning of life,
bout wat's expected in life's,
its unexpected,
Attitude, well-being & personality,
is a trait to relish,
she mould it,
she makes me a human,
human with a heart,
Nyai's her name,
An angel in disguise,
for she still learning,
hardship's..
She's immune to it..
I guess..
Don't ask me anything cause i know u won't understand.. Told ya.. ahaha...

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