and she sae..

if i go crazy then will you still call me superman.if i'm alive and well, will you be there holding my hand.

juz wonderin ah ppl..if i m obviously a total disappointment, wud u juz b nice to me? wud u pretend ur havin a gd time while ur wif me? but wat wud u tink bt me inside at tat very time?

my guess..ur patience must be ebbing away each min n ur annoyance startin to rise..u wud despise me at tat very moment..n den u'll b givin me tat face..a kind of i- cant- believe- ur- such- a- complete- n- utter- dizzy- cow- n- ur- wastin- my- time- but- i'm- such- a- nice- person- i'm- still- here kind of look..

LOL!! rite??

i dunnoe wats up wif me lah these daes..u noe, there will b times wen i might b enjoyin everytink but den another min i'll go all quiet suddenly..at tat point of time, all i wish was to juz be alone..take a long trip home..den otw, i'll think to myself..1 min everytinks great but den wat happened?? did i break sum rule i wasnt even aware of? n den my mind cant help but 2 keep runnin back n forth, tryin to work it out..tryin to pinpoint e exact moment wen tinks started goin wrg..den i'll start feel guilty coz i noe i was terrible company..n den i'll b sori..n i'll also b sori coz i cant tell anytink abt it..coz at e 1st place, i dun even noe wat is it..or maybe, sumhow i tink i juz had such high hopes..if tats so, den i'll conclude itz all my fault..

den by e time, i've reached home, i'll continue readin sum nice book..or mayb haf sumtink nice in front of e tv..n at e end of it all, i wish i havent been actin lyk a kid n wish i cud clear my head n start e dae again..tats wen sleep cums in bez..sleep brings relief n a hope for a new dae..

as 4 nw, i wonder wat cutie's doing..i wonder where he is...

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