and she sae..

itz been sumtime since i last update..my comp rosak lah..haha n i was e last 1 to touch it on tat unfortunate dae..my fault..so while waitin 4 along to do sometink to tat poor tink, i'll onli b able to update if eva i gt to haf my hands on any precious comp anywhere..mak n sakura @ jb, nani off to NLB n along workin..so i'm stuck at hm wif bapak..was soo damn bored so i decided to drop by punggol cc..so here i m..well lotz of tinks happened e past few wks..hmm where to start..soo many tinks soo little time..

started attachment at ward 55a..w/o cutie..so far soo gd..e ward i mean..n i'm already wishin we cud go back skul already..but itz e posting at ward 46 tat i'm soo nt lookin 4wrd to..haiz..*cross fingers*

whenever you need me, know that i am always with you.

last time i saw cutie was 31072006..todae itz 06082006..tak pernah2 tak jumpe cutie till tat long..ok 6 daes onli but still!! we used to c each other everdae but den tis attachment starts n i'm being deprived of him..since e last time i saw him, i realized tat time spent together was valuable, as though i need to hold on to every min..u noe, i cud be in e middle of tokin to patients or juz sittin dwn readin n i suddenly start thinkin of cutie..i keep doin tat..in situations tat were totally unrelated to him, i wud tink of him n he wud bcome part of e scenario..i wud suddenly wonder, wat wud he tink, how wud he feel, wat wud he do or sae if he was wif me? tat was all part of giving sum1 a piece of ur heart; they end up takin a whole chunk of ur mind & reservin it all for oneself..nw, how i wish for cutie..

isnt it strange how different people can look when you actually look them in the eye?

i was in a mess for e past daes..i dunnoe wats up wif me ah..sumtimes how i wish i cud be irresponsible, be looked after, to be told i dun haf to worry abt a tink n tat sum1 else wud take care of everytink..how easy life wud be w/o havin anytink to worry abt..y do ppl haf to grow up? but there were times too where i wud lay on my bed n dream bt my future..i will close my eyes n dream n wen i open my eyes, i wud secretly wish i'm rite where i dreamt i was..sae 10 yrs frm den..haiz..banyak berangan..dah lah..enough said..gt to head back hm so i catch ET on channel 5 later..till den..

to raihanah, happy 19th birthday sweetheart!! lots of love, me

PS: i love u always cutie.

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