and she sae...

dear rahim,

i'm sori our relationship had to end on a bad note..i tried to make it e other way round but u urself made it to be tis way..seriously, yst i tot we cud share our 1 last tender moments together happily..haf 1 last kiss..1 last touch..while pretendin there's nth wrong..den go to our spot n stay there for a while n cherish evry moment in denial..though we both noe its better if we just let it go..n i noe sud e dae cum to an end, it'll be hard for e both of us..but u shocked me by reactin e way e did..

y do u tink i invited u to my place b4 we went out? i tot u cud meet up wif my mum n lil sis 4 e last time..n let u feel how it is lyk b4..

y do u tink i let u touch me e way u did in e theater?? i tot i cud let u n myself feel how it was lyk b4..

y do u tink i told u to nt be sad while we were waitin 4 e train to orchard? coz i was tryin to tell myself tat yst will be e last of everythink..being sad or angry bt anytink n everything will make e dae a waste..

but wen i suggested us being friends after tat, u gave me tat face tat i've always hated n said no..strangers u said..

since den, i felt weird..all i wanted tat very moment was to just be alone n wishin all my feelings was gone..but u insist on followin me..n still keep on givin me tat face n tone..

haiz..y muz u do wat u did? how cum u turn frm sum1 whom i once love into sum1 whom i almost hated??

actions speaks louder den words..n u told me i haf lotz of tat to do..mayb u dunnoe me tat well enough to noe tat i dun usually do tat..but oh well, wat does it matter nw..i gave my best to u..nth 4 me to do nw but to haf my 1 last cry..before i leave it all behind..

haiz..i haf nth left to sae nw..juz a so long..4 gif me for all my mistakes or anytink tat i did tat broke ur heart..nth was intentional..n thank you..i luv u..i told u, if eva we were meant to be wif each other, den 1 dae we wud..i promise u tat..as 4 nw, if eva u still regard me as sum1 whom u cud call a fren, i'll always be here..sud u eva need me..

n u cud haf tis blog..i'm movin sumwhere else..but change e username n password pls..if it brings sooo much pain n hurt to you while being reminded of me..i did u e honours of deletin all there is bt me..

yours truly, sabariyah


dearest taggers, i'm out of here..tis will be rahim's blog instead..n if u eva wanted to noe wat my blog addy is, mayb u cud take e chance, sit me dwn n ask me urself..

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