and she saes..

the new cult queen

to rahim,
so now u wanna start bringin it all up..u had ur turn..nw's mine..

e moment you bought for me stuff? den wat abt e moment i bought for you stuff? e times i took e trouble to buy or cook for you sumtink n send them over to sgh, juz coz i worry u wun haf time n wun haf anytink to buke at hm or during work.. vice versa..n once i end up buke-ing late coz i did tat for you..

haf i eva grumble or complaint?

i asked wat u wanted for ur bdae but u didnt sae anytink so i end up buyin for you a belt..den 1 dae, u called me late at nite after ur shift..we were tokin den e subject abt wallet came out..said u wanted 1..tat i sud haf bought it for you though you didnt sae it..u were on mrng shift e nxt dae n me, afternoon..i went thru e trouble to kluar rumah siang though i haf to finish up all my chores, cook den go to ps, buy u tat volcom wallet n haf to rush so tat i still haf abit more time to meet you n to pass e lauk n wallet and make it juz in time 4 me 2 start my shift..i did tat coz i wun want u 2 end up buyin 1 for urself..

haf i eva ungkit how much i spend n how much time i used up?

den those time wen it was abt tat 2 gals..u apologised once, no more den tat n u except me to let bygones b bygones? how wud u feel if i were to do e same tink to u..to compare u wif e other guy i was goin out wif n wen juz as i realized i've hurt u, i apologised juz once n expect u to juz forget abt it?? " den wat else do u expect me to do? " was all u said..

but haf i eva been unfaithful to u?

e times wen we fought n ignored each other 4 a week..juz coz u feel lyk it..no reasonable reason..e time we fought bcoz of my frenz..u wanted to end e r/s back den coz u tink i'll listen to em..but i proved u wrong..nw even my frenz, e 1s u once avoided b4, were e 1s tat tok to u wen tis happened..

haf i eva said to u " i told u so?"

e sun b4 raye, i came over n helped u clean up ur hse..haf u eva thanked me? no but ur dad did..n still wen u wanna wash up, u can still ask me to clean ur rm 4 u..but i didnt coz i was already tired..
lastly, remember all those times wen u did stuff lyk as if i didnt even matter?stuff u knoe will hurt me..haf u eva stop n think 1st?? me, e 1 hu is e most strong hearted in my grp, turned into e softie one bcoz of u..u neva noe how many times i cried juz bcoz of e little tinks tat u did tat meant nth to u but a whole lot to me..y, coz u neva did understand..

but haf i eva given up tryin?

no, but nw i haf..yes both of us haf sacrifice for tis r/s..but frm my pt of view, u were e one tat did too many takin while i do e givin..i dun wanna do tis either but since u started it, i'll contd..ppl onli hear ur side of e story..haf they eva bother askin wats mine?? dun bother u sae?? but eva wonder wat it'll feel lyk if u were to be in my position rite nw?

told u once, tell u again..do me tis favour n pls move on..u still haf a long way to live ur life..n if we eva were meant for each other, den 1 dae we will..till den, tc of urself..i apologise if it werent tat ez in lovin me but i appreciated everything though..n thank you..send my regards back to ur dad..i love him as my own..n ur family were a lovable lot..

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