Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Hmm.. Ok.. 3rd December is Hafiz birthday.. And i was hoping to be e last person to wish him.. But it didn't work out as he prompt me telling me its his birthday.. ahakz.. happy birthday bro..
Hafiz... I used to hate him.. Hmm.. not hate.. Dislike him during out 1st clinical posting.. As everytime i noticed him he would be lazing around.. But right now.. I realise i'm only hating my brother.. A brother whose always there for me.. hidden but noticeable.. (Does that sounds rite?).. ahakz..
So the event i planned yesterday.. as usual.. people back out.. Some due to financial (understandable).. some due to things crop up(its oki.. guys..).. Wanted to eat at swensens at tamp but its already closed.. Izzit?.. So we head over to seoul garden.. And wow did we eat alot.. We were like soo noisy dere.. Ahakz.. Luckily we were in our home clothes.. We as in izyaty (our kakcik).. meaning a sister but small in size big in heart.. Hafiz.. (E birthday boy.. old boy).. and me (e movable radio and loudspeaker.. ahakz.. )
So.. We had a great time despite exams juz around the corner.. THen hafiz got to head to his new job interview at pan pacific.. yaty got to head home.. and me got to fetch ayid to shatec..
Before we left.. We make a deal.. Me, yaty and hafiz.. That should we graduate.. And we're busy with our life.. There are 3 times which we must.. die die must meet.. 15 may, 11 sept and 3rd dec... Which is our birthday.. So people lets stick to our promise.. aite.. see the pics at my picture sites..
Hmm.. Hopefully ayid got into shatec.. And carry on his family cooking secrets.. ahakz.. Den went home.. We lepak at my house.. Did our magrib prayers den head over to bedok reservoir..
Suddenly i had this crazy idea to jog.. called harith up asking him to accompany.. he called back again and told me he couldn't make it (ahakz.. its oki bro.. ).. Den called up khalil.. he also lazy.. So after i send ayid home.. I put on my mp3 then go warm up and jog.. WoW!.. power larh..
Seriously.. Hmm.. for those staying in bedok reservoir.. I jog from bedok north secondary.. to ubi.. thru jtc.. den to the park from eunos to alkaff mosque.. Then to my nyai house... Hey.. Its quite a feat okie after so long never train.. I'm actually preparing for my competition insya'allah this coming january.. i guess.. ahakz..
THen lepak with ayid, b, khalil and mamat at ayid house.. When i check my hp after the jog... Found a miz call from my ex... aisyah.. WOnder wat she wants?.. ahakz.. Whilst lepakking with my frens.. Suddenly sab msg telling me 'she dun think me asking her out to study tomorrow is possible'.. i msg her asking out before i went jogging.. Ahakz.. So.. i called her up.. talk to her.. And yet she still resist.. Hmm.. Its okie..
Btw sab..
If ur reading this.. Just want to tell you.. Everybody have ego.. Its up to you to realise it.. I have ego.. And i lowered my ego.. Which i never did before to get you back.. I'm still lowering it to make u as my frens.. We know much bout each other.. totally much.. I'm still gonna move on.. But i didn't lie when i told you i always thought bout you before i fall asleep.. hoping you're fine.. and everyday in school.. i tried to get a glimpse of you smiling.. knowing your happy with ur position right now.. I have never be a guy who doesn't let you make decisions.. But if it so happens that i'll be that guy.. Then know this.. That's the time when i have gotten over you completely...
Hmm.. On a lighter note.. I'm still trying to put my new pholosophies in action.. (Living each day with a smile..)
Why this new philosophy.. you wonder.. I heard alot of death recently.. and it happen to young people.. so i wonder wat if i died tomorrow.. will i have enemies.. so rite now.. i'm trying to live each day with a smile.. knowing that i didn't make an enemy for that day.. infact i make new friends..
Olrite people.. signing off.. Its late and i haven't start on my bhs.. mrs tang must be angry.. aiyohh.. die arh.. die arh..