Hmm.. Its been quite awhile since i update..
Life's been great.. with my wardmates, my lepak gang.. (b, khalil, khaled, ayid, bulg, and all)..budak2 tengah.. and also my lovely ijah..

Juz now i went to tengah to pass my money.. all e people share money to buy stuff for bdae people.. :).. They really jiwa people.. ahakz..

Something happens juz now.. between nyai n me.. Haizz.. It seems diff nowadays being around nyai.. Its like she's not herself anymore.. Izzit me or juz nyai.. ahakz..

Dats when i realise something..
In life sometimes u do something
either intentionally or uintentionally
it could hurt e people around u..

I sometimes wonder where i really am..
My life..
My career path..
I juz felt lost at times..
Well.. Let my feelings and emotions be discovered in poems..
Written without second thoughts..
Juz by e feelings surrounding me..

Before dat hear dis out:

Khadijah Bte Raship -->> She filled the holes in my heart.. Somepeople says sometimes u have to go thru e downs before u really cherish e upz.. And dear ijah.. THanks for loving me.. Ur smile, laughter, sengauness, crazyness.. cheer me up.. In short n simple.. I hearts u soo much.. :)

Adek & mama-->> E one who have lotsa love for our relationship to blossom.. Love u too.. :)

Mas --->> E gal whose always dere.. E fren worth knowing.. E bagedel in my nasi sambal goreng.. ahakz

Aini-->> E sis whose dere when i need her.. Hehe.. She give sisterly advice n sisterly nag.. But she's help me thru alot..

Budak2 mejed --->> E frens who goes thru upz n downz with me.. Always have plans when bored.. ahakz.. E one who i can turn too if i'm bored.. n need company..

Budak2 tengah -->> E company who i know since i was still small.. They really knows me.. Lepaking with dem can cause my lungs to burst with laughter..

My ward mates especially
Ca, Hafiz, Yaty --->> E ones whom are my brothers n sisters in nursing life.. They rock me with their nonsence.. How bored could attachment be without dem.. Especially hafiz.. my crazy partner..

My lepaks groups:
Alon, Harith, Buk, Sara, Yanti --->> Miss u people.. When wanna go out n enjoy again?? ahakz..

Ok2.. Here's e poems:

I wonder where my steps lead me too..
Left or right..
Back or front..
Or will it juz stops dere...

Well.. I would never know..
Cause e future i can't foreseen..
E past i can't change..
Its e present where i'm stepping..

That i could change..
But vision is needed..
Wats mine? Where? How?
It keeps tugging me..

Will i be a paramedic?
Study overseas.. And be an registered nurse..
Or will i have a change of career..
Wat will happen?

Should i do as said..
Follow e flow..
Or should i direct it..
Direct it to a path dat i want..

Wats dat path?
Do i know myself?

I wonder n ponder..

Everymoment of my life..
I have dreamt of moments where i'll be succesful..
How u define that?
Dictionary? Or self?

Hmm.. My life?
Love life?.. Wonderful..
Life? Disaster..
Not disaster literally..
Frens n colleagues always dere..
To cheer me up..

Juz my family..
When i'll be able to settle in?
Her or him?
Oh god!! I'll let u deal with dis..
For now..

Its him..
Till my feet are strong..
Till e ground are firm..

Then i'll decide..
Till den..
Let nite comes to me..
And sleep takes its course..
To bring me to tmr.. or not..

P/S: Everything dat happens have a meaning.. But its how u learnt and alter.. Life's an ever continous learning.. So learn.. ;)

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